Xenogears: New Gospel
Chapter VI, Section 6
Thunder.
Thunder swept across the open plains, sounding its battle cry as
the storm lashed against anything that stood in its path.
Thunder.
He stood there, watching as the rain lashed against him. The
storm howled around him, trying to consume him with its fury.
Lightning danced around him, playing a game of life and death. He
loved it, he loved the fire, the destruction... from such pain
and suffering had he been born, and to such pain and suffering
had he returned.
He smiled, brushing a lock of his long, red hair out of pale
face. He spoke but one word. "Brother."
...
"Fei." Elly whisped quietly. "I... you... but
how?"
Fei Fon Wong didn't say anything, simply gathering her into his
arms. He held her for a moment, rocking her back and forth,
savoring the feel of her in his arms. "Elly... I'm sorry I'm
so late." he whispered.
Her embrace nearly crushed the life out of him. "I missed
you... What happened to you Fei? Why did you leave me?"
Fei smiled. "You wouldn't believe me, even if I told
you."
<A touching moment... I almost wish I had a camera.> Fei
turned, and saw Zen standing next to Emeralda, smiling. <These
are extrodinary friends you have, partner.>
"Thanks Zen... I told you that you'd like Elly." Fei
replied, and kissed her on the top of the head. "Its been a
long time."
"I'm sorry... am I interupting anything?" The voice was
weak, strained, and rasping. Garr had managed to lever himself up
from his place on the ground, and was leaned against a nearby
tree. "Lady Elhaym, who is this? What happened?"
Elly smiled, and turned towards Fei. "Officer Garr, I would
like to introduce you to my fiance, Fei Fon Wong. Fei, this is
Garr, the science officer of the Einhander. The Einhander was a
federation ship that arrived here several weeks ago."
Fei's eyebrow was raising higher and higher, until Elly thought
that it might just off of his head. "Ah... um... Elly...?
When did I become your fiancee?"
"You WERE planning to ask me to marry you, wern't you
Fei?" Elly replied in a teasing voice, putting on her most
innocent expression. "You've finally returned from your
long, perilous journey to the lovely maiden whom you love more
than any other, fully intending to confess your undying love,
haven't you?"
Fei gave an embarrassed little laugh, and rubbed the back of his
head. "Well... yes... I mean... well..."
Elly gave him an utterly horrifed expression. "You mean that
you don't love me any more???" she gasped, and it appeared
that she was going to break into tears.
"No, Elly... its just that I... well... this is all
just..." Fei was managing to fumble for something to say,
staring at Elly with an utterly forlorn expression for a moment.
She couldn't stand it any longer. "Fei, the expression on
your face..." she giggled. "Its just too much."
Zen was covering his mouth to conceal his smile, and Emeralda
wasn't even bothering. <Fei, you told me that she was a
gentle, loving innocent young lady. You didn't bother to mention
that she was also a living flame as well.>
"Gentle... innocent... young... lady???" Elly replied,
glancing at Fei. "I'll have you know that I've been in the
military longer than he..." she jerked her thumb at Fei,
"can remember. And trust me... as Emeralda and Shitan can
attest to, I am most certainly NOT the splitting image of a
proper 'Lady'... Nor am I a holy person, or a govenor, or
spiritual sign post..."
Emeralda fell backwards onto the ground, howling with laughter.
"What are you laughing at?" Elly demanded.
"You... Elly... ha... ha..." Emeralda managed to gasp
out. "If your not any of those things, what ARE you? What
have you been doing for the past year?"
Elly raised her hand, and stopped. She tried to say something
again, and stopped again. After a moment, she spoke.
"You're... right. Thats what I have been doing." She
shook her head. It was strange, looking back on the past year
with a clear head for once, seeing everything that had happened.
"If you don't mind, I think we need to get back to
Nisan." Garr added, in a cold, level voice. "The fact
that the Hellions are already so far out here is not encourging.
We need to discuss this."
Elly nodded. "Vierge and Crecens are off to the west."
She pointed off into the woods. "Its not that far... so lets
get going."
...
"<My Lord, we have a report from Nataku and his
team.>"
"<Excellent. What do they have to report?>"
"<They encountered signifigant opposition, and he lost
most of his squad. He reports that... Sir, he believes that both
the Alpha and the Omega are upon this planet.>"
"<The Alpha and the Omega? Then it is possible that the
Counterpart is here as well?>"
"<Nataku believes that the possibility exsists. One of
his opponents, a young girl, possess the Infini factor unique to
the Unit. He also believes that... Sir, I am not certain what to
make of this.>"
"<Continue.>"
"<Sir, he also beleives that the RaKaiser is here. On
this planet, at this moment.>"
"<RaKaiser... Being of destruction. The only being to
battle the Part, and survive. Thank you. Please tell Nataku that
I am looking into this.>"
...
"Fei, just where have you been?" Elly asked, glancing
over at him. Fei was perched to the side of Vierge's control
console, trying to keep from obstructing Elly's view.
"Its hard to explain..." Fei replied, looking out the
window. The landscape was rushing by, a blur that made
distinguishing individual features difficult. "I had to
leave the planet, to draw them away from us." He glacned at
Elly, seeing her questioning expression. "They are the
Hellions... beings of darkness, born of a dark nebula. The
Hellions represent pain, death, and fear. Their entire society is
contructed around war, and death. They noticed the destruction of
Deus, and came here. I escaped in Xenogears to draw them
off."
"The reason there was no trace of my disappearance was
becaues of the Path of Sephirot... It opened, allowing me to
escape into the Wave Exsistence. The bastards followed me in
though..." Fei looked down at his hands. "By the time
I'd lost most of them, and destroyed the rest, I was so far off
course that I didn't know where I was. I left the Wave
Exsistence, and arrived in the center of the Federation."
"You've been to the Federation?" Elly gasped, suprised.
According to Captain Antonof, it had taken the Federation YEARS
to get to this place, so far out of the way of heavily used
space. And Fei had gone there, and returned so quickly?
"What is it like? How did you get back so quickly?"
"Its rather peaceful... if Garr or his captain have told you
about how the Federation tries to stamp out poverty, and crime,
they are telling the truth. I don't approve of all of the methods
that they use at times, but it does improve the standard of
life." Fei smiled, remembering. "It is rather
attractive there... I might have stayed, if I knew that the most
beautiful lady in all of exsistence was not waiting for me back
here."
Elly blushed slightly, and waved her hand at him. "You have
always been such a flatterer. So you were always intending to
return?"
A nod. "Yes... I was going to return earlier, but I was
afraid that the Hellions would track me. I knew that you were
keeping Nisan safe, and that you were probably running things.
You haven't had any troubles except for that recent Wels attack
since nine months ago..."
Elly stopped. "What?" she breathed, not believing what
she had heard. "Did you... how did you know that Fei?"
Fei shrugged. "You told me... I think. It might have
been..." Suddenly he stopped as well. "In a
dream."
"They wern't dreams, were they Fei?" Elly asked, looked
directly at the console. "I mean, I thought they were,
but..."
"I haven't thought about them for a while... I stopped
having them half a year ago... until recently." Fei shook
his head, looking down at his hands. "Elly, this is kind of
embarrassing... I mean..."
"Fei, its not like we haven't done that type of thing
before." Elly replied, glad that Fei was so busy not looking
at her, so that he missed the fact that she was blushing a
brilliant red. She managed to keep her tone fairly even, with a
slight tone of amusement to it. "And if we were talking with
each other... well, we both wanted that, didn't we?"
...
The crater was a fused glass surface, converted by Deus into part
of itself. A weapon, although no one knew its exact purpose.
The being walking across the surface did not know it either, but
the possibilites excited it. This was obvious the Alpha model of
the Deus planetary attack system... most likely the one that had
been disposed of. The Federation did not like to 'lose' these
things, and the fact that an expedition had just recently arrived
meant that they were not as interested in recovering it.
The being was cloaked in shadows, a black fabric that seemed to
be a piece of the interstellar void wrapped around its body. It
head was covered, except for the breathing device that extended
slightly beyond the hood.
'Lord Dark', master of the Hellion dreadnaught 'Morning Star',
looked down into the massive crater, at the tunnel that fell
seemingly into the center of the earth. <"Yes, this is
the place. The Deus was here.">
The Deus... that creature had been part of the anti-human
propoganda since the beginning of the war. Certainly a race of
creatures that would create such a weapon were nothing more than
barbarians, who deserved to die. Who must be wiped from
exsistence, to protect others. The Deus had started this war...
Dark smiled. His people had never recovered an intact Deus unit.
Perhaps that would change.
And then they could meet the humans on their own ground.
...
The party raised their glasses.
"To peace!" Elly intoned.
"To love!" Emeralda chimed in.
"To... um... ah, give me a sec..." Fei replied
sheepishly.
<To companionship.> Zen added, raising his own glass.
"To bravery." Garr added. He sniffed his drink.
"Are you sure its alright to drink this stuff?"
Fei smiled at Garr. "I don't think it will kill you."
Garr shook his head at that and Fei raised his drink.
"To heros! The whole lot of you. Cheers!" Glasses were
emptied all around. Garr coughed, pounding his hand on the table.
Zen and Emeralda slapped him on the back, trying to restore his
breathing. Elly giggled softly, and glanced at Fei.
"Didn't you say it would be safe for him to drink
that?" Elly asked in her most sweet, innocent voice. Fei
grumbled, and started eating his food.
The tavern was small, but it projected a very comforting
atmosphere. Patrons had not been arriving as much since the
troubles began several years ago, and the innkeeper was more than
happy to put them up for the night. Thus, everyone had settled in
for a meal, drink, and to share their stories.
"So, Mister... Zen?" Garr asked, point his fork at the
young man. "I have a few questions for you."
<Well, I have some answers. Shall we compare, and see if they
match?> the dark haired young man asked.
Garr shook his head. "The big question is... how did you
come to possess these types of powers? Etherion's, my people,
resulted from a reaction of the Prime Reactor on Ethon Prime. But
true psychics are exceedingly rare in the Federation... ones that
have your level of power are even rarer still."
Zen twirled a few noodles on his fork, and ate them with several
quick , sharp bites. <I suppose that I've always had my
powers... ever since I was first created. But it hasn't been
until lately, when I first met Fei, that they began to mature. I
have never been able to speak... apparently my powers have
ursurped the speech center of my brain, making it impossible for
me to use my voice. Thus, I have always talked telepathicly. But
my kinetic abilities did not mature until I met Fei.>
As if to demonstrate, Zen lifted his hand. The cup in front of
Garr drifted into the air, turned several times, and lowered back
to the table. <I haven't had the time to adjust to them that I
would like... Ever since Fei appeared in my life, I've been
involved in constant combat.>
Garr nodded. "Just where did you meet Fei?"
Fei answered that question. "On Earth. Zen was living on the
streets, working as a priest, when I found him." Elly
glanced at him, wondering why he had stopped. Was something
wrong?
Fei tightened his grip on his glass, his hand trembling. "I
had been fleeing from the Hellion's for over a month at that
point... I didn't know where I was, or what was going on. It was
possible that their covert agents might have caught me if not for
Zen."
Elly smiled at Zen, inclining her head slightly. "Well, it
seems that I owe you Fei's life as well as my own."
<Do not mention it, Lady Elhaym. I would never consider
abandoning a friend. Fei was lost, confused, and lonely. I simply
offered him the help he needed.> The raven haired man smiled.
<After that, I found life as a wanderer to be much more
enjoyable than my previous one.>
"And so we eventually ended up here." Fei leaned back,
sipping his refilled drink. "We had a few brushes with the
Hellions here and there, but nothing too major. Just that one
incident..." he trailed off, thinking.
"Fei, whats wrong?" Elly asked, concerned.
"Fei's Kim, what is the matter?" Emeralda asked,
placing her hand on his arm. Fei shook his head.
"Just... bad memories. Thats all." He shuddered
slightly. "Things I would rather not remember."
<Fei, Atavus IV was a long time ago... you need to put it
behind you.> Zen nodded, gesturing to Elly, Emeralda, and
Garr. <You are among friends, and we both killed that
'thing'.>
Fei laughed, not quite hiding the fact that he was forcing it.
"I suppose your right... its nothing worse than what I've
faced here." He turned to Emeralda and Elly, his smile no
longer forced. "Besides, I don't have to worry about these
things with my family here."
"Kim has always been very wise." Emeralda replied,
smiling slightly. "Kim told Emeralda once that 'man should
not dwell on his past, lest it drag him down'. Kim also said that
those who are lost in their own pasts are doomed to repeat those
mistakes."
Fei smiled, amused. "Kim was a very wise man... much wiser
than I am."
"Fei's Kim. Thus you are also wise. Emeralda thinks that you
don't recognize that yet." Emeralda smiled sweetly, before
applying herself to the meal that the waiter was destributing.
"Emeralda also thinks that Kim needs to learn to develop
Kim's sense of humor... Kim has been very grouchy lately."
Fei's smile darkened somewhat... Elly knew that he did not like
the reminders of his past, or Elly's past. "Well...
perhaps."
...
"Elly?"
Emeralda's voice was soft, almost inaudiable. Elly turned,
looking at the little girl. "What is it, Emeralda?"
The girl stood next to her, looking out the window of their room.
"Elly, Emeralda wants to thank you for bringing Kim back.
Emeralda... was not sure if she could survive the fight with
Nataku."
Elly smiled, placing her hand on the emerald haired girls arm.
"You would have been fine... I belive in you Emmy."
Elly blinked as Emeralda gave her an expression of wonder. The
old nickname for the girl had slipped out, almost without Elly
noticing it.
"You've never called me Emmy before, Elly. Not since that
last day." Emeralda smiled, placing her hand against the
window. "You either called me Emeralda, or daughter. I liked
Emmy... Kim called me that. But I think I liked it better when
you called me your daughter."
Elly sat down on her bed, still looking at the child. "What
was it like, all those years in the dark? All alone?"
Emeralda looked down from the window, her hand still resting
against it. "It was dark... cold, and lonely. I had to watch
you die, Elly. They tried to kill Kim, but he escaped. Then... I
had to sleep, and wait. I waited for you to wake me up."
The long ago pain was one of the first memories Elly had ever
recovered. Zeboim was dying, when Kim had created Emeralda... the
young girl, formed of a large coloney of nanomachines, was to be
the worlds hope... their 'angel'. The girl who would bring light
to the world.
Her 'daughter', created with a combination of both Kim and Elly's
DNA... a gift for the young woman who had lost any chance she had
to bear children for the man she loved. A small light of joy,
among a sea of darkness.
Elly smiled at Emeralda. "Daughter... It just dosen't feel
quite right. Kim and the other Elly were your parents, and they
died a long time ago. But... I'll try."
Emeralda walked over and hugged Elly tightly. "Thank you
Elly... Mother."
...
The doors of the great cathedral crashed open.
"Alright, where is he?" the voice demanded as the man
swept into the room like a typhoon. People moved as quickly as
possible to get out of his way, stumbling, sliding, and sometimes
even crawling. "Where is that coward??"
Four young women followed the man into the room, glancing around
at the scene of chaos that his entry had caused. The first one
put her hand on her forehead and sighed. "I thought he got
over this."
The second young woman shook her head. "Apparently not... I
hope nothing awful comes of this."
"That has about as much chance of happening as I have a
chance of not having to apologize to Elhaym in a few
minutes." the first woman replied, a scornful expression on
her face.
"You mean your going to apologize to Elly? Oh Dominia, your
S~O NI~CE!" the third girl cried, in her normal, high
pitched voice.
The fourth woman growled, not saying anything.
The first woman, Domina, glared at Serphitia with an expression
that could melt ice... one that the younger girl did not seem to
even notice. The leader of the Elements shook her head, and
stalked off after her commander.
"Hyuga, where are you?" Ramses bellowed, glancing
around the great hall of the cathedral. "Damnit, you
traitor! Show me your face."
Remus bounced around the corner, trying to straighten his Ethos
uniform as he did so. He saw the older man, surrounded by four
young women, standing in the center of the great hall, and
blanched.
"Damn it..." he whispered. Ramese and the Elements had
not been seen for over two years, even since the heroes had
destroyed Deus. And Ramses obsession with Fei was well known in
Nisan, especially after his aborted attempt to force him into
combat with his attack on the city proper during the Solaris War.
Only Elly had kept him from destroying half of the city in an all
out rampage.
Remus walked with a slow, stately pace across the carpet towards
Ramses. "Greetings, Commander." he announced formally,
using Ramses formal title of Commander of Gebler. There was
always some measure of confusion in Gebler between the ranks of
'Commander' and 'Commander of Gebler', but they managed to
cope... somehow.
Ramses turned to fix him with an intense stare. "Who are
you? Where is Hyuga?" he demanded.
Remus bowed slightly, crossing his hands in front of him.
"Shitan is working on several important projects... I am not
certain if he is available for an audiance."
"He'd better be." Ramses snarled. "Those hell
beasts have landed in the southern portion of Ignas, and the only
thing keeping them from tearing the place apart are my
forces."
...
"Khar!"
"Hyuga, you traitorous bastard! How are you doing?"
Ramses sat down in one of the five chairs that had been dragged
into Shitan's office, and sighed deeply.
"Well..." Shitan replied with a grin, ignoring the
splint on his arm... a momento from the Hellion assualt force's
attack on Nisan. It hurt almost constantly now. The Hellion had
crushed most of the bone in his upper arm and compressed the
muscle to almost a tenth of its origional size, and it was going
to take a large amount of time for the damage to heal, and an
equal amount of time in physical rehab to regain full usage of
his arm. Not to mention that without the painkillers he was on,
it hurt like hell. "I suppose that I could be doing
better."
"We all could be doing better." Ramses replies,
glancing around the office with a sparkle of amusement in his
eyes. "Those monsters have been pressing my forces hard, and
I've had to sacrifice a few gears against them. These things are
insane... I've seen at least three Serphs in their ranks, and
that's just the beginning. Most of the monsters that are fighting
for them have never been seen before on this planet, let along on
the surface." He straitened, fixing Shitan with a gaze that
was almost knife-like in its intensity. "I never saw Krelian
working on any of these things... where did they come from?"
"It's a bit complicated, old friend." Shitan sighed,
resting his chin on his hands as he looked across his desk at the
commander of the surviving Gebler forces. "You've heard of
the ship from our home planet arriving here, haven't you?"
"Some rumors, yes." Ramses replied, leaned back on the
legs of his chair as he rested his feet on the corner of Shitan's
desk. "But nothing concrete, I'm afraid. I've been our on
the Frontier too long..." he added, referring to the
southern sections of Ignas that had been reverting to wilderness
as the people who lived there fled north to the more 'civilized'
regions. "What about it?"
Shitan took a few minuites to explain what had been going on over
the last few weeks... the arrival of the crew of the Einhander,
the attacks by the Hellions, the destruction of the Einhander,
Elly's disappearance...
Ramses sat back and gave Shitan a long, penetrating look.
"If you weren't one of my old Elements, I'd say you were
lying through your teeth Hyuga." he finally replied,
allowing his chair to come to rest on the floor with a thump.
"The Federation? The creators of the Deus system, and our
ancestors? This is a little hard to take in."
"Trust me, it gets worse." a voice replied from the
door. It was dark and silky, the very sound of it raising the
hair on the back of Ramses neck. "It gets MUCH worse."
The Gebler Commander spun around, his hand dropping to the sword
at his side as he knocked his chair aside. The voice chuckled
again, and its owner stepped out of the hallway and into the
room.
"You." Ramses snarled. "The demon of Elru."
"Ramses, its been a while. If you want me to tear all of the
limbs off of your gear again, we can go outside and get to it.
But if you've gotten over that little obsession as Shitan has
told me you have, then perhaps we can get down to business."
Id walked into the room, wearing a black jumppsuit with red
highlights. It was certainly the most normal thing that Shitan
had ever seen him wear... Id had almost always worn his blood red
armor when he was fighting. His hair was more restrained...
intead of the usual wild, free flowing mass, Id had tied it back
into a pony tail similar to Fei's. The only real difference
between them now (besides the obvious hair color and skin tones)
was the fact that Id had two bangs on the front of his face,
while Fei only had one.
Shitan sighed, and walked to stand next to Ramses. Placing a hand
on his shoulder, Shitan spoke in his most calm, level voice.
"Kahr, it may be hard to believe, but Id is on our side now.
He was the one who saved me from the Hellions when they attacked
Nisan."
"Pretty trusting of you Shitan. For all you knew at that
point, I was simply killing it so that I could have the pleasure
of finishing you off myself." Id replied with a slight
smile. "But yes Ramses, for the time being I am on your
side. I have no more love of the Hellions that my alter ego
brother has."
Shitan sighed, and walked back behind his desk. "Id, you
claimed that Fei would be returning to Ignas soon. When do you
think that he will arrive?"
Id thought for a moment, tapping his foot on the floor with a
slow, measured beat. "He should be returning to Nisan
tomorrow." He clapped his hands together, and slid a seat
next to Ramses, ignoring the dark glare that the Gebler Commander
was giving him. "Now then, lets get down to the business of
exterminating these roaches who've infested my planet."
...
"Who goes there?" a voice shouted out of the mist.
"A friend with friends!" Emeralda shouted back.
"Any friend of Nisan's is a friend of ours! By the grace of
God, you may enter this place!"
Fei gave Elly a curious look, wondering what was going on. She
replied with a slight shrug. "I haven't the slightest.
Emeralda was one of the Etones who searched the planet for any
pockets of survivors. And I know ther were a few plances who
requested that she not report them."
Emeralda smiled, and replied one last time. "We thank God
for your kindness."
There was a creaking sound from within the darkness, and a pair
of powerful lights illuminated the area. A pair of steel doors
stood open slightly, enough to allow their gears entry into the
facility. There were a pair of Falcon Blades standing guard,
their swords pointed face down into the ground. One of the gears
nodded, and gestured for Vierge and Crescens to enter.
"What is this place?" Garr asked quietly, glancing
around the metal interior of the facility. "Its...
huge."
"This is one of the undergroup Ethos bunkers scattered over
the area." Emeralda replied as they moved down a long, dark
corridor. "It is a remnant of the Zebiom Civiliaztion, an
underground transit system that they used to move troops and
supplies between their cities. The design is similar to the Mass
Driver, but this system moves cargo, rather than weapons. We use
it to travel between Ignas and the outlying islands of
Aquavay."
"Incredable... given the level of technology that I've seen
so far on this planet, this is a miracle of science." Garr
replied, still looking around the corridor from Crescens
shoulder. "A mass driver, and an intercontinental maglev
transit system... only the most advanced systems in the
Federation have anything like this."
Fei shot Elly a quick look. "How much does he know?"
Fei whispered.
"Nothing about us... we don't know how much he knows about
Deus, or about the colony ship that crashed here." Elly
replied, her voice barely above a whisper. "Be careful in
what you say... Emeralda has been pretty careful about what she's
told her so far."
Fei nodded, and walked up Vierge's arm to stand on one of the
gears shoulder plates. Garr was only a few meters away, stitting
on one of Crescens shoulders. "Well, all of this is the
remnemets of an ancient civilization called the Zeboim... they
were a warlike culture, and they eventually killed themselves
off. Many of our gear designs origionated in that time
period."
"Fascinating..." Garr whispered.
"Fascinating indeed, RaKaiser." A voice boomed.
"What?" Fei shouted, spinning to looked down into the
darkness of the corridor.
At the far end, near the mag train, stood a figure of almost
complete shadow. Fei shook his head, until he realized that the
person standing there was almost as tall as Vierge and
Crescens... and that he was clearly not human.
"The tale of this planet is one that your superiors might
find interesting, Garr of Federation. It is also one that my own
masters are interested in." the figure continued, not moving
from where it stood. "The only being to battle the Part and
survive... RaKaiser, you are the last person I expect to see
here."
"Do I know you, monster?" Fei demanded, almost leaping
to the floor to confront the mysterious figure. He stopped at the
last second, deciding that if his opponent was gear sized, he be
better off with Elly and Vierge.
"Probably not. However, I was there when you and your metal
monster battled the Fleet Lord Shadow, one of our greatest
comamnders. I watched as he unleashed the Part upon you, and as
you escaped from the most powerful weapon our race had ever
designed, slaying Lord Shadow in the process."
Fei's eyes widened slighlty. "The other fleet lord..."
he whispered to himself.
"Yes. You may call me Lord Dark, RaKaiser." the figure
turned, as if to leave. It paused for a moment. "You will be
a most satisfying catch... do not think that I will make the same
mistakes that Lord Shadow did."
Fei swore, a bolt of Chi energy collecting between his hands.
There was a roar as the shot flew towards the Hellion,
illuminating the tunnel as it flew onwards. Lord Dark laughed,
and faded from view, the bolts passing through where he had stood
a moment earlier and destroying part of the wall behind him.
"Most worthy prey indeed! Make your peace with whatever gods
you hold sacred RaKaiser... I will come for you soon."
...
Authors Note:
Whew! Done at last. Sorry its taken so long for this seciton to
get out, but I recently graduated from high school, and college
has reduced the amount of time I have to write. Thanks for
reading!